So it is official as of last week I dried up. I wish I could keep it up, I really do, but in so many ways I'm relieved. I can finally shed this baby weight. I have more energy, I don't know why, but my body trying to make milk is exhausting. It doesn't even do a good job! I don't have to worry about having all my pump stuff ready for work, I don't have to pump every night before bed, I don't have to feel all the crazy emotions as my milk continually dwindles to nada. I don't know about you, but phew, I am relieved. Not to say I'm not sad, frustrated, and annoyed that I am done, but there is a bright side.
My life is so blessed, I am grateful that my challenges in life right now are not more. As I struggle to like myself, I tend to read or sleep to escape. I am excited for this new chapter where I can look at myself in the mirror and not shudder in frustration, knowing I wasted my day sleeping or reading instead of enjoying my sweet children, and taking care of my truly amazing life. I don't know if any of this makes since..I'm tired, I haven't napped all week. ;)
I am so lucky!
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1 comment:
Glad you're back to blogging. You have cute kids
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